T+E+R+H+I+N+A

Aq xpnah rasa TERHINA mcm ni..thanks for the marks..bukan ape la..aq harap nnt lau mmg da takdir aq utk jd tnaga pgajar..aq harap aq xjd mcm korg..

k+a+h+w+i+n???

bloggy..bersabar la k..sbb aq da mule gune bahasa rojak..hehe..

2hari bercuti tanpa pikirkan beban2..wahaha..bjimba d kenduri2 kazen mazen aq..bile dah gather..semua dok sebok borak sal tunang la..kahwin la..maka..huru hara la kuarga aq..ngan akak aq yg mempunyai kisah tersendri..lalu jari ditunding ke arah aq..aduhai..apehal aq pulak??aq baru 21..muda g..agak2 ar..xkan nak langkah bendul..pantang aq..langkah2 ni..cukup2 la aq da bnyak lompat2 ni..wohoo..tunjuk ar kat abg aq ke..huhuhu..mama..tolong...................(ops..lupe..mama la yg tunjuk aq..xpasal2 mcik sbelah ruma ckp "ha..yg ni nanti jemputla.."..dlm hati aq ckp.."ah..sudah..mak aq da mula propa..matila aq..")nak tau ape mak aq ckp kat aq..ha.."pas grad trus tunang k..mama xnak kisah brulang kembali.."yeah..rite..mcmla aq ade duit..

agak2 aq cuak x?ofcozla..adoi..huhuk..sape xglabah wehh..ngan ayah yg amat prihatin terhadap adat2 ni..prasyarat pertunangan menurut beliau.....mse aq tunang nnt semua kne ikut adat..lelaki xbleh ade kat majlis..just family die je..wow..aq komfom2 glabah gile tem tu..sape nak tenangkan aq??xkire!!kawan2 rapat aq kena dtg sehari sebelum utk tenteramkan aq..huhuu..

pas tunang komfom2 kawen kan??mak aq suh tunang 2 tahun..adoi..xbek ar tunang lme2..aq xnakla kalau boleh..lgpon lau da tunang..msti bhasrat nak kawen kan..huhuuu..

btol gak ckp tim..msti aq yg xready..a'ah..aq xready..bukan xready..aq takot aq xsempurna utk die..nak lg aq xtau beza ikan2 ni..tanye pulak aq ikan kembung kan..ce tnye aq ikan keli ke, belacak, patin, kerapu, ikan puteh, ikan merah, ikan pari ke..adoi..aq taula..sbb ikan2 aq sebot td senang nak identified..huhuu..ikan kayu pon aq tau lepas da potong die..huhuuuu..yess..agak2 die post kat fb indah kabar dr rupa tu msti aq kan..yelaaa..harap je muke cun..cun ke???ahaks..aq masak la..reti..tp part ikan aq mmg xtau..aq bkan amek perikanan..aq da lme tenung blog jenis2 ikan..ikot mak aq bli ikan..tp masih gak camni..adoi..cmane ni..agak2 aq kne btapa kot kat pasar ikan..jumpe hantu ikan..ru pas hafal2 ni..huhuu..

yess..aq kena lg arini..pokok manggis ngan pulasan..salah member aq la ni..aritu die ckp pulasan kat ctu..salahkan member aq lak..wahaha..padahal salah aq..harap2 lecturer aq xtau..matila aq..

aq takat kemas2 ni mmg handal la..part jaga budak2 pon aq boleh gak..tp aq xtaula sgt pantang2 budak2 bagai..huhuu

aq sbnarnye tacink gak..asal die ngadu kat fb?biala..da aq mcm tu..nk watpe..hrp2 t pas kawen hal rumahtangga kmi berdua je tau..hohoo..dah tu..aq xphm ape member die ckp..awek baru?aq da lme kot ngan die..da nak stahun pon..

mak aq ckp..kne ikat..takot t jd ape2 mcm tragedi lepas..a'ah..yela..aq takot gak die lari..tapi die kool je..mcm xtakot je aq lari..yela..aq mmg setia pon..cewahh..tp dlm keadaan ex aq dok mgagau mintak simpati..dan kejadian td dmana aq pakai cincin terang2an pon(walaupon aq sbnarnye pkai cincin khazanah mak aq) bleh kne ngorat kaw2 punye..nmpak sgt die mmg spatotnye risau pasal aq..kannn..die xtau kot..aq pon xde niat nak bwt die jeles ke..risau ke..aq nak die bhagia ngan aq..tu je..simple  kan..

dgn anniversary aq yg mendatang..aq berdoa semoga dibukakan jalan serta dipermudahkan urusan buat kami berdua..aminn

W+A+K+E+U+P C+A+L+L!!

it have been quite a long time since i last updated my blog..wahaha..kesian my blog..soo many things happen recently..and soo many things have changed..soo many thoughts have been created..and soo many people have evolved.. whether this is something good..or it is just another negative impact on our daily lives..i don't even really noticed its real meaning..but i am sure that there's nothing odd about it..life must go on..

my life have been busy finishing all my assignments..but it seems like there's no ending to these miseries..7days in a week..minus 2 for my weekends(even though sometimes it is also taken away from me for others priority)..5day of weekdays..monday we have studio(need to finished up master plan..OMG)..the misery continue to the next day..with management n maintenance class(need to do management plan..OMG)..and then goes the law class(owh..stop!i just can't store soo many input at one time..give me a break!)..and come the seminar class(yeah..journal..if only i have more time to create a perfect FYP report..huhuuu..with all the responsibilities..job..colloquium handling..OMG)..and thursday..another day for studio class..without any progression..yeah..that is just nice..(i just want to give a punch to my face.. wake-up call!)..n friday..owh..i..i mean we..should be relaxing on friday..that's why they say it TGIF!!!hello..i have my planting plan class with submission of planting plan..huhuu..

every night, we would be busy for preparation for the class on the next day..how about the work that are given today??how about the work that need to submit the day after tomorrow??those works that have been given to us are continuous works..and we do realized that..unfortunately..yess..we all end up doing all the work last minute..too many work to do..yet to little time..at the end we only manage to produce low quality work..let's think about what i am saying..is this the new generation that we are producing..generation that produce low quality works..hm..wake up everyone..do we even have any solution to this problem?no..right!

i need a break..a long holiday break..i want to do things that i love the most..without any commitments..away from stress..huhuu..God..please..give me strength to stand high and overcome all these miseries..Aminn..L

E+G+O

sukar untuk ku jalani hari2 dalam hdupku ini yang biasanya ku dedikasikan untukmu tanpa kehadiran serta redha dan restumu..aq seperti bjalan diatas titian rapuh tanpa sokonganmu..aq lemah..apakah erti hdup ini tanpamu..tahukah kau btapa aq rindukan kelembutanmu..kata2 semangatmu..tahukah kau aq perlukanmu disetiap perjalanan hidupku..untuk slalu mendoakanku..sesungguhnya doa darimu ada doa yang pling berkat berbanding doa2 orang lain keatasku..aq mendoakanmu disetiap pagiku, petangku, dan malamku..agar kau slalu bahagia dan tersenyum gembira..andai saja kau rela memaafkanku..tapi..layakkah aq menerima keampunanmu..aq yg kecil,kerdil dan lagi hina..sering saja melakukan kesilapan..tapi kali ini..bukan niatku..haruskah aq menjadi hamba keegoan kita berdua?sesungguhnya aq menyayangimu..langit dan bumi..tiada siapa dapat tandingi kedudukan mu yang agung dihatiku..percayalah..
~cinta agung buat ratu di hati
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